My heart aches for him. I haven't felt much since the split. Maybe it's because I'm still stuck here and haven't been able to get away from all those memories that bind me here. I wonder if he ever think of me. If he wants me back or secretly pines for me. I'd would be lying if I said I didn't want him to be. I want to know if I occupy his thoughts every five seconds. Perhaps it is petty or maybe immature to want something like that. I know exactly what to say that would damage him so irreparably, that he would be destroyed. I want him to feel that pain of a warm knife through butter, like what he did to me. Perhaps he sees things differently though.
I felt that I was always gentle and doting on him. Maybe that's where I went wrong.
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